You know the thing with pushing people away?
You had better be sure that you do not and will not need them again for any reason because not all of them are going to be there for you if you come running back.
Think before you act.
It’s a problem a lot of people face, myself included.
It eats at you, makes you think people are against you. You’re steady trying to compete with people who aren’t even competing with you. Trying to prove yourself better than everyone else.
I believe it’s a lot more common among girls.
I just keep telling myself;
"A flower does not think of competing with the flower next to it. It just blooms."
— Zen Shin Talks
I feel like I know what I’m doing wrong but I don’t know what I’m doing right.
On a sidenote, why do doctors prescribe drugs that list ‘mood-swings’ as a side-effect to people. Trying to cure one thing but making your patient feel like they’re suffering from clinical depression too.